Hemorrhaged Heart .:

Monday, August 25, 2008

Sadly, i felt this strong sense of loneliness now.

Yeah, dinner was on my own.
But it never really upset me much..
Maybe today it did..

You know,
its never easy going through everything on my own.
I know its all along a part of growing up,
But think about it, is it ever fair to me?
I done my best.
everything i do, i try to do it at my best..
but never really a time i was really appreciated..

I'm like numb-ing myself by going to work.
tired and exhausted, when will this ever come to an end?

I realised each time i try to reach out,
The one who got me up was..myself.

no, i don't need help to get up.

I just hope when i'm up, there's someone there to be with me till the very end.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ITS ME .