Thursday, July 17, 2008
5.38am in the morning,
I woke up to a familiar tone coming from my phone.
Oh, a message.
(sms will beep every 2mins upon receiving if its not opened)
So there it goes.
I found out the outcome,
but not the reasons.
Many questions in my mind i would say.
Well, nothing can stop my motivation now.
As i said, seriously i am not affected so much.
So what keeps me so motivated first time in my life.
[You see, i never succeed in love before]
Here it goes :
Life is like a river.
it goes downstream, throughout the entire flowing,
you would passed through many different environment and encounter different kind of difficulties.
As you encounter one difficulty, you should realised that a river does not stop flowing just because of a rock or two blocking its way.
Life still goes on. Time wait for no man.
So what i'm trying to imply here now(yes, its 6am and i'm saying all these!),
is sometimes in life, when we want to achieve many things,
we shouldn't be hindered by fear, shouldn't be hindered by doubts on yourself, & we shouldn't keep thinking of what will happened next.
You gonna work hard now, what will happened next will eventually happen!
Why keeping yourself so worried about it?
As for me,
i would say its not hard to accept the fact,
but its hard to forget someone.
Honestly,
i never felt right keeping feeling deep in me like that.
Once i let it out yesterday, i heaved a sigh of relief.
Now i know the outcome,
Its time for me to work.
Woah, i meant time for me to work on ways to keep her staying happy!
Look, i think it would be easy for me(hope so!), since firstly she is already happy herself.
& i'm best in making and keeping people happy.
So we shall see, but i hope my determination still burns on!
P.S I'm having sore throat now, the very jia lat kind.
Voice not affected, but talking hurts now!
Damn.
'Being happy is easy ; Staying happy isn't.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ITS ME .
