Hemorrhaged Heart .:

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

"over you - chris daughtry"

so today was damn boring.
hmm..
i skipped dragonboat training today.
i start to feel distant from something i used to persevere so much.
i just felt that when i need to move on, i have to move on.

pretty true that i can join again when i have the time in future though i doubt so..
i just..felt so fucking useless in everything.
i think its really unfair to me now since the whole fucking problem wasn't cause by me?

why must things always be like this eh..
i'm sick of struggling just to live on.
i want to live a happier life.
i don't need all luxury, i just need what i need.
*sigh*.

if you notice, i don't even have the mood to caps the first letter or so.
i really just type what i am thinking now..
troubled, i'm having headache.

tml there's ut, well, fuck that.
i am really tired of living life so..unhappily.

this is fucking unfair.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ITS ME .