Friday, November 02, 2007
Current Mood : Lost
Feeling : Exhausted ; Unhappy ; Unwell
Current Music : Measure of a Man - Clay Aiken
Chapter 1 : Balance
Try writing out with both hands.
If you're a left hander, does the words you wrote with your right hand seems weird?
If you're a right hander, does the words you wrote with your left hand seems weird?
Yes, today's topic is more on 'balancing on life'.
Look, the above example is short and the message is clear.
Not many of us (though some perfectionists does) could write nicely with both hands.
For your info, i
didn't say you can't, just not as nice as writing with your frequent hand.
What i meant is, All of us attempt to strike a balance throughout life.
We want to be always there for friends, but sometimes things cropped up somewhere around and you can't make it.
Today was a pretty dull day for me.[though it's still like in the afternoon.]
I deprived that,
"The Darkest Moment is always the Longest Moment"Everytime i was brought down, it seems like the time went into 'slow-mo'.
I feel so tensed up, so weak, so..
fragile.And this is the time i felt like giving up.
But each and everytime i told myself :
Everything will be fine soon, bear with it, get it through.
And surprisely, i survived for the like 6 years.
Most people will think that able to get through obstacles, you'll be a stronger person mentally, but to me, i seems to grew weaker and weaker inside.
These days have been pretty much tough for me.[not exactly counting in the examinations.]
I realised, i left with lesser and lesser friends, more and more obstacles.
With graduation on the corner stalking, i can't help but fear that perhaps after leaving tertiary school i would be a loner.
"What's so scared of being alone?"i told myself.
"But who likes to be alone?" ... ...
Friends are drifting away. It seems like a 'neverlasting friendship' and not 'everlasting friendship'.
I wonder how's life gonna be for me after graduation.
[With some dumbasses who 'appear offline' while online, i start to doubt the connection with them]In the bus trip home moments ago, i feel like writing a book.
A book that could help others, that could open up what's exactly inside of me.
Perhaps adding today's post to one of the chapters seems great to me, but perhaps i need a editor! *laughs*
How about some serious consideration?
I'll start by creating chapters, then describe and go in-depth?Sounds cool?
Perhaps next time i won't be famous as a singer or actor or model, but a writer!
Seriously kind of brought my mood a little up.
with different kind of ideas running through my mind, it totally blew me off my seat!
Hmms..
'O' Levels are ending. Graduation is coming up next.And what's next?
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Chapter 2: Measure of a Man
What do you look in for when you get to know a person?
What do you seek in him/her?
No one seems to listen that, 'Never judge a book by its cover'
He may carries a depressed look on his face, walk slumply, but he could be a great person in heart, Just because of his complicated life, his impression and expressions at first is like that?
She could be flirting around with many guys, may be trying always to get your attention, but do you know, all she need is someone that really love her, that give her the sense of security, the care and concern?
Don't bother looking back on how many people you have missed.
Everyone deserves to be loved.
Every
needs love.
Family love ; Friends love ; Relationship love.
I believe in 'What comes around, goes around.'
Which means, if you treat someone mean today, someday or the other, someone would treat you mean one day.
He might be having a scarred face, but that doesn't mean he have a evil heart.
She may have the excess lipids, but that doesn't mean she too have a evil heart.
Look, the message is clear, treating everyone the best is what we should do.
The world needs the peace, the world needs the love.
Show your love and kindness, treating everyone the way they deserves and you'll realise, we would live happier.
But, never to be contradicting,
not everyone seems to deserve all these.Why?
There are really evil people out there, and seriously, till they died, they never changed at all.All their life they have been affecting other people's life.
Yes, me too felt that they should be forgiven.
Simply to put, i don't hold grudges much, but just to admit, i do hate people sometimes.-People i believe that will never change-
However, i don't give them the stare nor the trouble.
Just leave them alone as long as they don't affect the people i loved and cared.
*sigh*
Love or Unloved, we all have to live.
We can't just give up just like that.
Hold on, let go of your agony, let go of your past.
Your future awaits you, the present is what we is going through.
Do you know that our the present is the one that mould our future?
Decisions we make today might affect our future.
Good or Bad, depends on the decision you made.
Please guys, must really take good care of yourself.
Whatever comes, don't and never give up.
Someday, things would be the brightest.
Enjoy life, cheers.
-Marvin.
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