Hemorrhaged Heart .:

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

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Bored at home. How i wished i din' overslept, at least i would be in school. Oh damn it.
Hmm.. And it seems kj they all would not be free ltr as dismissal time are different. Looks like i'm bound to be bored today. oh well.. I'm like abandoned! lols.

Initiative?
Hmms..Maybe i dun have the 'action' initiative,
But i do initiate at start to have lunch with ya?
Just you dun wan..?
Then after so long then you say u regretted not askin me along,
And said i should have the initiative?
I'm sorry.Erms..really sorry..
I always thought i would just ask whether you mind or sth before 'action' came along, where the 'action' is wad u sae the initiative to get there.
Dun misunderstood that,
It's not i would feel u would leave me there, but i scared is when i reached there you guys already went off, or like u need to go home or sth..
Yes, i know u would accompany me, but i know you are tired.Then i would rather be bored then to see you tired and 'forcing' yourself to accompany me. So it's like..Nevermind?

Just felt once again, i'm so useless.

-Marvin.

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