Hemorrhaged Heart .:

Saturday, April 14, 2007

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Hmms..Today was kinda like sucky la..(no offence saraswathi..Not your party's fault!) but was mine fault..=(

'Cause it all started when all i have for lunch was like..few pieces of bread?Damn.Then came the idiotic thing i've done, i bought 'sourmix-skittles' candy, which i happily ate and ate till i reach Saras' party..Then it was supposed to be a surprise party, which means, have to wait for the Bday girl to be back, which she came around 8.30, i had a serious gastric pain.........Let me describe it.{all these happen in silence hur.}:Cold sweat starts to drip down my forehead, hands starts to tremble, legs felt like jelly which i could hardly move about.And worse of all, piercin agony hits my tummy..Ahh..How i wished i'm dead at that point..I have no appetite either..but i forced myself to eat a plate of rice..And the pain subsided..for not so long..'cause it struck me back when i'm in Ranj's father's car..Ouch! This time it's worse..Cause there isn't any food in this fuckin house.A place only for me to live..Sorry family, i dun receive any love.

Beside this, i felt freakin guilty..If i haven went to this party, dear would not felt so lonely and bored..And she won't be that sad either..The thought of that juz hurts me even more than any gastric juice could..I mean, it hurts me to see her so low and lonely..While i'm out with my frenz, she's nowhere to be seen..Hais, last sentence, :"Fuck u marvin soh shaowen."

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