Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Over-Limit, That's it, FUCK THE HELL EVERYTHING,I HATE EVERYTHING, FUCK OFFLet see how i start:My life begins from the day i was given birth on 24 September 1991. Things went smoothly till primary 1. Then things started making a complete U-turn. At tt point i thought nothing abt myself. Being small in size would only b bullied by bigger or older people..But as time goes by, my thinking was not completely correct..Prmary 3 i started to have a crush on this girl..But of cos i was smaller size than her..So i kept it to myself for till primary 5, when i was slightly shorter than her..Then i wanted to express myelf to her..And of cos, rejected..But rejection wasn't the thing tt make me like this. It was what she told me..Then, i started to become aggresive to people that like to bully..At primary 6, No one dares to bully me. Almost all the bullies bullied me was either beaten by me or have scare off..I Become a BEAST..
So when going to secondary 1, i decided to change..Yes, there were many challenges i met when changing..So i learned to tolerate..And i found out abt Judo, a sport tt may keep me away from my problems..And i was pretty convinced tt size doesn't matter in Judo, so i joined the club..But i din train well in sec1 & 2, so i thought because of tt i din make it to the nationals..Then came my family problems..My father seems to have mistress in late secondary 2..Then everything wnet into chaos..I hate him so much, that i almost had a fight with him and thought of killing him..Then i realised that i lack of family love..Then came secondary 3 stress, Something that i'm trying to cope, but it is so hard and so painful..Things here started to get worst..So once again, i tolerate..Then, i started training hard for Judo, hoping that i may make it to the nationals this year..And this time, Judo is my only thing i can put my heart into it..But today, Everything is gone..For now i can't tolerate anymore, i hate myself..Hate myself for being such a failure..That's my life so far, If you think i am juz exaggerating or juz childish, THEN KINDLY FUCK OFF, if not you'll be in deep trouble, my limit have exceeded..Dun test me...
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